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Seriously taking a moment to marvel at my own skills. I started this painting around 3 pm today and I’ve gotten so much done. Damn.

still looking a bit creepy
(BTW, if you wanna commission a painting, summer is the time…)

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Seriously taking a moment to marvel at my own skills. I started this painting around 3 pm today and I’ve gotten so much done. Damn.

still looking a bit creepy

(BTW, if you wanna commission a painting, summer is the time…)

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My zine is up for sale!

Reblogging myself for those of you that haven’t seen this post

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A collection of short comics about daily life and dealing with psychiatric disorders. Some are funny, some are serious, all were drawn free-hand in ink.

Measures 8.5” x 5.5” and is 25 pages in total.

Sample 1:

Sample 2:

Sample 3:

Black and white versions are $4

Versions with hand colored covers are $5

Sad Sack “Rainbow”

Sad Sack “Pretend You’re Normal”

Sad Sack “of Crap” SOLD

Sad Sack “Foggy” SOLD

Sad Sack “Alien Invasion” SOLD

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My cover for an upcoming zine by the FMLA. It will be available at Queer Bomb in Austin.

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My cover for an upcoming zine by the FMLA. It will be available at Queer Bomb in Austin.

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My zine is up for sale!

essbeckett:

A collection of short comics about daily life and dealing with psychiatric disorders. Some are funny, some are serious, all were drawn free-hand in ink.

Measures 8.5” x 5.5” and is 25 pages in total.

Sample 1:

Sample 2:

Sample 3:

Black and white versions are $4

Versions with hand colored covers are $5

Sad Sack “Rainbow”

Sad Sack “Pretend You’re Normal”

Sad Sack “of Crap”

Sad Sack “Foggy”

Sad Sack “Alien Invasion”

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FInal essay for my “Psychosocial Issues in LGBTQ Communities” class

I’m really interested in feedback and criticism on this. We had to pick a theory, pick an issue, and then examine how that theory applied to that issue within an ethnic minority within the LGBTQ community.

So I applied Foucault’s theories of power to mental health issues in Latino men that experience same-gender attraction.

I felt a little leery of this because I’m a WHITE non-binary queer. I don’t know what it’s like to be a Latino man that’s attracted to other men, so my writing/analysis is not based on a personal understanding of that culture, but is based on class readings and discussions with friends that are Latin@.

Plus, we had a 3 page writing limit. If I’d had more space I would DEFINITELY have talked about the “gendered” view of sexual preference that occurs in US culture because it is NOT a phenomena that occurs only in Latin@ cultures.

This essay addresses the issue of mental health in Latin American men that experience same-gender attraction. Specifically, the effects of Latin American gender roles, as viewed through Foucault’s theories of power, on men that experience same-gender attraction — whether or not they identify as gay — and how such a critique may be used in therapy with a Latin American client.

The cultural view of same-gender attraction in Latino men is complex, to say the least. Diaz (1998) states that is “impossible to write about the experiences of homophobia in the lives of Latino gay men without addressing cultural ideals about men and masculinity.” (63) Machismo is the Latin American masculine ideal, one of  “courage, fearlessness, protection and strength,” but “pedantic, inflated, and unacceptably oppressive” and it is a status that must be continually earned and proven. In Latin American cultures, “homosexuality has been defined in terms of gender identity rather than sexual orientation” (Diaz, 1998).  Guzman (2006) clarifies this with Rafael Ramirez’ statement that homosexuality in Latin America, Puerto Rico in this instance, is organized “in the binary opposition of the ‘real man’ and ‘non-man’ categories” (1999). “Non-man” refers to anyone that does not adhere to the parameters of machismo. This allows for same-gender sexual acts to be seen within the context of heterosexuality — as long as a man is having sex with someone that is considered “non-man,” their interaction can be deemed as heterosexual and is not subject to the stigmas surrounding gay sex. Even though the “heterosexuality” of these male/male encounters depends upon the femininity of the penetrated partner, the penetrated partner is viewed negatively in Latin American culture. That is, this heteronormative view is only advantageous to the “real man,” the penetrative partner in the relationship. This dichotomy serves to reinforce the power of men over women and the “non-men” that do not live up to the machismo ideal.

Foucault theorized methods of control concerning sex, one of which is the “hysterization of women’s bodies” (1978). In this hysterization, female “sex” was defined in three ways: that which is found in both men and women, that which is found only in men, and that which is found only in women — the ability to give birth. By “hysterizing” women’s bodies, women become medical subjects, devoid of self-determination. This method of controlling women is also used against men that experience same-gender attraction, in that they are seen, in Latin American culture, as being “non-men.” Alongside this method is the “pathologization of perversity” (1978), whereby sex acts that are not reproductive become symptoms of mental disorders, signs of inherent wrongness, and are prohibited. Within these systems of power, men that experience same-gender attraction are of less power because they enjoy “perverse” sex acts, especially if they enjoy being the penetrated partner as this is a willing giving up of masculine privilege. It is quite telling that the Puerto Rican slang term for an effeminate gay man is una loca, a crazy woman (Guzman, 2006). This indicates that, not only is the penetrated partner during male/male sex a “non-man,” they are also seen as disturbed.

In working with a Latin American client, an understanding of the culture is imperative. It also must be kept in mind that the goal in therapy is not to “convert” the client to one’s own cultural views — the goal is to help them see how their own cultural background fits into the culture that they live in, and to help them to deconstruct the cultural views that may cause the psychological distress. A Latin American man that experiences same-gender attraction may feel that he does not fit into the culturally prescribed roles for someone that experiences same-gender attraction. In that case, the goal of therapy would be to look at these roles and determine what it is about them that causes him distress — the idea that the penetrated partner must be effeminate, that the penetrative partner must be masculine, or that these cultural views inform protocol for physical relationships, but not for emotional ones.

Foucault’s theorization of power can be used in a therapeutic context to break down the underlying assumptions behind these roles — that to be penetrated is essentially a feminine role and, therefore, a role of lesser power. In this context, the client may come to understand the concepts of power surrounding sex that exist in Latin American (and U.S.) culture and may begin to dismantle these assumptions. This approach can be used to address feelings of self-loathing due to same-gender attraction and desires that do not fit within the parameters of the client’s culturally prescribed “type” — whether these desires are emotional or sexual. Examining systems of power concerning sex can also help the client develop a vocabulary for speaking to non-Latin Americans about their feelings and desires. The ultimate goal should be to help the client to define themselves as an individual, with distinct preferences and desires, who exists within a culture, and not as one in a series of stereotypes created by that culture.

my midterm essays from my “psychosocial issues in LGBTQ communities” class

in case you’re interested.

Note: these essays had a word limit so I couldn’t go in-depth the way that these subjects really require.

Essay One — applying Foucault’s theories to lesbian health issues and suggestions for therapeutic work on that issue

By dint of being a woman, a lesbian is in a position of lesser privilege, compounded further by her status as a sexual minority, and possibly even more so if the lesbian in question is a woman of color. In their study of attempted suicide among transgender individuals, Clements-Nolle, Marx and Katz (2006) cite previous research that shows “lesbian, gay, and bisexual (LGB) individuals are more likely to attempt suicide than their heterosexual counterparts (Cochran & Mays, 2000; Faulkner & Cranston, 1998; Garofalo, Wolf, Wissow, Woods & Goodman, 1999; Remafedi, French, Story, Resnick, & Blum, 1998),” positing that “discrimination and victimization are related to several measures of psychological distress, such as anxiety and depression… that in turn may increase one’s risk of attempting suicide.” Working with a lesbian client necessitates addressing that some issues may arise from societal discrimination rather than individual psychology. Foucault’s analysis of the systems of power that are built up around sexuality may aid the therapist, or the client themselves, in better understanding the power differentials that exist in life as a lesbian.

Foucault’s very first point when discussing these systems of power is the “hysterization of women’s bodies” (1978). With the growth of medicine and psychology, the female body was analyzed, deemed pathologically sexual and remanded to the medical realm. In the case of lesbians, they were also subject to the “psychiatrization of perverse pleasure” which “assigned a role of normalization or pathologization with respect to all behavior…” (Foucault, 1978). The view of lesbians as pathological is a deeply embedded one. Karl Ulrich’s outdatedly fanciful theory of “spiritual inversion” (Valentine, 2007) has its modern counterparts, evinced in the search for a “gay gene” or any concrete, medical explanation for sexual orientation. Several studies suggest that women with congenital adrenal hyperplasia (CAH) exhibit a higher rate of lesbianism and “gender nonconformity” as children, (Ehrhardt, Evers, & Money, 1968; Berenbaum & Hines, 1992; Ehrhardt & Baker, 1974; as cited in Bailey, 1995) presumably due to their “masculinized” physiology and neurochemistry. By turning a woman’s body into a medical subject, the woman’s individual agency is taken away. The body of a lesbian is a further oddity and her identity is not authentic until it has been validated by a medically discernible factor.

This contentious relationship with the medical establishment may lead some lesbians to avoid contact with medical practitioners, even to the point of serious ailments going undiagnosed and untreated. Stein and Bonuck (2001; as cited in Harcourt, 2006) reported that, in a study of gays and lesbians in New York, 17% reported avoiding or delaying a medical visit for fear of their sexual orientation leading to discrimination. In the area of lesbian medical health, a therapist may work with their client on being more assertive with their doctor. This could mean asking the doctor about their knowledge of LGBTQ issues and requesting a referral to one that is more knowledgeable, if need be, or even simply gathering the courage to make a doctor’s appointment in the first place.

Anxiety and depression generated by societal discrimination may be more difficult to address because it is initially perpetrated by an outside source but may become lodged in the mind. It is the role of the therapist to help their client dismantle the negative beliefs about their own sexuality that they may have internalized. While eradicating internalized homophobia may not stop homophobia in others, being freed from unwarranted self-loathing can be quite powerful and, clearly, more psychologically healthy.

Essay Two — applying Foucault’s theories to trans* people and suggestions for therapy

Transgender individuals exist in a nebulous area of society, the groups included under this umbrella-term fluctuate, depending on just who is using the term. The position of trans* people in Foucauldian power structures is difficult to discern. Certainly, they are as entrenched in this power structure as anyone is, but their positions may shift as their identities. In fact, Valentine (2007) cites Stryker’s (1998) statement that identifying as transgender is “a way of wresting control… from medical and mental health professionals to replace… pathology with… self-determination…”  exemplifying Foucault’s statement that “where there is power, there is resistance” (1978). But this power struggle is quickly reframed with Foucault’s  principle of “the psychiatrization of perverse pleasure.” While a trans* person may view their transgender identity as a strike against a society that is heterosexist and cissexist, medical and psychiatric authorities are the ultimate gatekeepers to the tools for a trans* person to affect their transition.

A key component to the removal of homosexuality from the DSM was the assertion that there was no difference between a “normal” homosexual and a “normal” heterosexual, as shown in Evelyn Hooker’s groundbreaking 1957 study (Kimmel & Garnets, 2003). Essentially  “a claim to invisibility,” (Valentine, 2007) this approval of heteronormative same-gender desire was followed by the creation of Gender Identity Disorder, the diagnosis for those whose transgressions were not invisible. In allying themselves with heterosexuals, in becoming people that did not need a “cure,” homosexuals delineated themselves from transgender people, creating a new hierarchy. A trans* person’s access to hormones and surgery is predicated on a diagnosis of Gender Identity Disorder and “medical providers must be certain that the person who is being treated with cross-sex hormones or who is receiving genital surgery is actually transsexual” (Lev, 2007) which has led to trans* individuals whose identity lies entirely outside of a binary gender system to “lie and create false narratives so that they could be approved for treatments” (Lev, 2007). While there is an emerging view that the current rigid classifications do not fully represent the plethora of gender identities and expressions and instead “encourage educated consent and advocacy instead of expert approval” (Lev, 2007), it is telling of the power wielded by the medical establishment that they must be the ones to come to this conclusion in order for nonbinary trans* people’s identities to be seen as valid.

Working with a transgender client may be trying, in that many of the difficulties they face are “socially structured and sanctioned phenomenon… intended to maintain privileges for members of dominant groups at the cost of deprivation for others” (Krieger, 2000; as cited in Harcourt, 2006). While a therapist may wish they could change society to fit the client, rather than advise the client on how to cope with a society that rejects them, such actions aren’t feasible. As important as it is to facilitate the client’s identity formation on a personal level, it is also important to help them with their identity within society at large. Hormone treatment, surgery, or even different clothing can change the way that an individual is perceived. A female-to-male trans* person may find that, because they can be “read” as masculine, they now have access to the socioeconomic advantages bequeathed to men. Conversely, a male-to-female trans* person may experience increased disadvantages because of their female identity, or discrimination through the invalidation of that female identity. In these instances, the therapist may best serve their client by helping to deconstruct the assumptions built around their new role, and it is imperative that the therapist remain objective and lead the client to their own identity, without pushing for a more restrictive or a more fluid identity.

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Is that not the most beautiful depiction of a rimjob you’ve ever seen?
Although, I must admit, drawing buttholes is still stupidly amusing to me.

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Is that not the most beautiful depiction of a rimjob you’ve ever seen?

Although, I must admit, drawing buttholes is still stupidly amusing to me.

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SMUT IN PROGRESS

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SMUT IN PROGRESS

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(via Patron Saint — memory Art Print by Ess Beckett | Society6)
I will make you remember me

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I will make you remember me

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fortune favors the painted heart

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fortune favors the painted heart

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