slap your cheeks for color
and suck your stomach to your spine
it’s alright, it’s alright, it’s alright, you look finehorsewhipped you’ll forever be
but as much as his love runs down your thighsthrow your arms around my neck
& throw the rest against my chest
you woke up with your hands down
someone else’s stretch-pants
held your breath ‘til you blacked out
wash his taste out of your mouth
surprised that I could stomach itled him by the halter
put the blinders on your eyes
it’s time, it’s time, it’s time, you look like minea man you can never be
but just as the horseflies crowd your eyes
I tried, I tried
so before you change your mindthrow your belt around my neck
a brick in the small of the back
smear the queen
they bashed his teeth in with an elbow cast
held his throat ‘til he passed out
count the men inside your mouth
surprised that you could stomach itbridle yourself for secret love
an armful of charm
held up in hotel Golgotha
the bridegroom of blood
useless & covetous of love
it’s over & over
the pale horse you should be frightened of
the horror, the horrora kiss on the forehand, a kiss for the lip strap
a kiss on the nose band, a kiss on the throat latch
xiu xiu
for life
currently in love with this song
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Call me Mx. Ess Beckett, Beckett for short
trans* genderqueer
they/their pronouns
whitey mcwhiterson, so if you catch me sayin' privileged shit, call me out
neuroatypical
BDSM switch
feminist artist psychology major
twenty-one years in the making
currently under construction
release date to be determined
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